Blo()d LoT(_)s

Little things...

2008-09-27T04:33:00.000-07:00

Zzz... nothing to blog about... Staying at home studying and reading...

Oh and I read finish the 7 volume of the "Ranger's Apprentice: Erak's Ransom" and it is such a wonderful book. The authour is such a genius...

Can't wait for the eighth book to come out in November.

Bye...

EOY...

2008-09-25T04:14:00.000-07:00

Hoho... Tomorrow is the first paper and how are you feeling?

Stress? Worried? Nervous? No? Whatever......
I hope that tomorrow's paper will not be too hard...

Eh? Have not post a poem for quite a while, so here is one for you:

As examinations are coming near,
We start to tremble with fear.
We start thinking why,
we have not started studying earlier?

In Janurary, we refresh our mind and hearts,
ready to learn new things.
As the month pass,
our minds are sparkling with knowledge.

Then come the June holidays,
which we start to play and relax.
Our knowledge becomes misted,
all the hard work wasted.

After the holidays,
return to the schooling days.
Giving ourselves grace,
delaying the studying ways.

Time flashes past,
now it is the end of year.
Now is the time to start the intense studying,
instead of doing this and that and all the playing.
So let's all work hard for the End Of Year examinations,
And start to memorise all the components...

JiaYou....

One good one for you all...

2008-09-23T02:00:00.000-07:00

Heyo everyone! Have not post for quite a time and so I am going to post one for you today...

Geez... The examinations are really near you know, and I just can't get in to the studying mode. It would be good if there is the switch in me to change me from playing to studying mood.Hahas... That would be so good if it is true.

Today sang the birthday song to Audrey for heaven knows how many times... Happy birthday! Yup, then got back my malay test which I got from Mr Gani. I scored 16 marks upon 20...Yah...zzz... not yet announce finish lah. 16-10=6 upon 20. Really pathetic... I think I am so gonna work hard for the next malay test.*That is if I am into the studying mode...*haha...

Oh yeah, have I told anyone how good "Ranger's Apprentice" is. It is so awesome! I am already reading the 5 volume... Mind you there are 7 volumes in total. It's so stunning, gripping and it like you know... Yeah. To make it simplier, it is so great you should read it too! It is a fiction book by the way, and fiction rocks...

Yup, oh and Happy Birthday to Ming Jun too, though your brithday is actually on Monday. Well, a birthday is important and it should not be forgotten mah...Right?

That is all for now, but I will be back and that's a promise...

Inverted...

2008-09-19T07:08:00.000-07:00

I od ton teg ti, dna I od ton nalp ot rehtie. Ti si emit I evig pu, sa Iy Gnef decivda em.
I od ton erac eromyna. Tsuj tnaw ot etartnecnoc no ym seiduts.
Yrros dna knaht uoy is nim.

Life is a blast especially when you dive right in to it.
HAHA...

Stress and helpless...

2008-09-18T08:34:00.000-07:00

Ylneddus, I leef os sselesu. I tonnac neve etelpmoc eht ksat ta dnah, syawla gnihsup lla eht seitud ot iy gnef. yrros rof gnivig uoy os hcum elbuort, dna knaht uoy rof syawla gnieb ereht ot pleh em on erttam woh etal ti si, woh derit uoy era ro woh gnibrutsid I ma. I ma tsuj os derit dna sselpleh dna tsomla gnivig pu syawla. I tust kool yrev lufitip thgir? I lliw yrt, tub I od ton wonk fi ti lliw deeccus. oot hcum sgnith evah deneppah eht tsap wef syad...

Just feeling very......

123...ABC...

2008-09-17T04:08:00.000-07:00

Today was a rather boring day, ZZZ... Ate 鱼片汤 for lunch, then bid good bye to Yi Feng as he had table tennis. Wanted to go to Hougang Mall, but was delayed by Ming Jun for some personal matters. Luckily our last year science teacher came*don't know how to spell her name* and I managed to slip away. Yah, so went to library to find "Frankenstein" as we are doing the drama on "Frankenstein" for Literature.
Yup...managed to find it and then went to buy bubble tea before we walked back home.
Chatted some crap, but it really past our time.
Immediately went to sleep after I reached home...
Just woke up, haha...
My parents gave me something super, duper, awesome. Great thanks....

Even though we are always changing, some things just remains the same.

Oral Examinations...

2008-09-16T03:44:00.000-07:00

Zzz... Today had my English Oral Examination in an air-conditioned hall. Was really cooling, but it made me more cold and nervous. Nevertheless, I tried relaxing myself and it did helped abit!

Yah... As there were so many examiners, it was quite a short while before it was my turn. Was really frightened now...and I almost tripped as I stood up from the waiting chair. Zzz...Was saved a minute of embarassment.

So I greet the teacher and sat down. After some identification, I started reading the passage. Darn it! I misread "Mrs" to "Miss", so I think I lost some marks there.

Picture conversation was really worse. The picture had very little things to say and the teacher asked me a few questions. Think I lost marks there too!

I think conversation was the best. Every question she asked, I linked it back to St John so I had quite alot to say.

Yup... so overall, my oral was average lah...
P/S: Yi Feng was like complainting about his examiner the whole way back home. Cheer up boy!

Wishes for you...

2008-09-15T03:37:00.000-07:00

When you are lonely,
I wish you love.

When you are down,
I wish you joy.

When you are troubled,
I wish you peace.

When things are complicated,
I wish you simple beauty.

When things are chaotic,
I wish you inner silence.

When things are empty,
I wish you hope.

When hopes are destroyed,
I wish you perseverance.

When you break into tears,
I wish you new life.

When you walk through the darkest path of life,
I wish you light.

When you walk under rain,
I wish you shelter.

And lastly,
When we part,
I wish you always with a smile.

Malaysia...

2008-09-14T07:02:00.000-07:00

Pictures of the church...

Pictures of the hotel...

Pictures of the bee far

I hope...

2008-09-12T07:05:00.000-07:00

I hope that it comes and goes,
like the wind that always flow.
You know what is in your heart,
and I know it is very hard.
But cheer up
cause life is like an art.
You are the one that put in the colours,
and it is nice if you think it's nice.
That is all,
there will be no more,
and I'm sorry for bugging you.

Cool! I going Malaysia tomorrow so will not be posting for 2 days. Gonna pack my lugguage now.
Byebye...

Nothing to type...

2008-09-11T07:20:00.000-07:00

ZZZ...Nothing to type these days. Honestly, nothing fascinating ever happen these days. Wei Yang as usual is always emo, Veron as usual keeps laughing, XingBo as usual being lame, Teck Chuan as usual referred to as a monk or ET, Charmaine as usual so dai-(clumsy. Don't want to be too crude.HAHA...). Yi Feng as usual been bullied by me, and with regards to me???????
Nothing to say lah.HAHA...

2 Humility is a very weird class honestly. Filled with people with different personalities, but that is what makes 2 Humility such a fun class.(= So bye bye!

Back......

2008-09-09T05:17:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone! X..... returns and better than ever... Haha... Was quite busy and tired last few days, so I did not post. But now I'm back! Happy?

Yah so today chinese teacher showed us some videos on the World Trade Center. I am really quite sad for the victims who passed away too! They died a horrible death. Alright, that is the only interesting part in school the wholeeeee day.

After school went to paint the walls again and one indian came to complaint about the indian lady we painted. He was babbling about the clothes being too exposed and that the colour was too dark and "taught" us that we differentiate the four race by the cultures and clothings, not the colour. Honestly, he should mix the colour for us too paint. Yah... Then decided to cover up the pictures at the two ends of the wall, but we ended up painting too thick a layer and we were getting quite fed up with painting the wall with the paintbrush, so instead of a "paintbrush", we used our "painthands" to paint the walls.Haha... it was suprisingly fun and my whole hand turned orange...

ermmm... Should be around there. Cannot remember anything more so it's bye for now:)

Helping...

2008-09-04T06:22:00.000-07:00

We all need a helping hand sometimes,
that is what necessary in life.
Let the hand guide you through the path,
your life full of hatred and bluff.
Don't decline my helping hand,
as I walk the path you took.
Listen to your own heart,
to see what is the truth.
Don't be blinded by your feelings,
that will lead you away from the truth.
That is why we all need a helping hand sometimes as we travel through life.
So take the hand I willingly extend and I'll guide you.

One Sentence...

2008-09-02T05:47:00.000-07:00

"There are no strong people in this world, trying only shows how weak you are"

A sentence for you to think about! You decided for yourself whether it is right or wrong...

2008-09-01T04:24:00.000-07:00

Man, today's a boring day, so I decided to spend my day studying Science. Sianz... Science has alot to study and everytime I see the thick stack of notes, I would feel sleepy and lethagic all of a sudden.

Gotta work hard though, cause I want to go to the same class as my friends next year!

Homework Stew

by Kenn Nesbitt

I cooked my math book in a broth
and stirred it to a steaming froth.
I threw in papers—pencils, too—
to make a pot of homework stew.
I turned the flame up nice and hot
and tossed my binder in the pot.
I sprinkled in my book report
with colored markers by the quart.
Despite its putrid, noxious gas,
I proudly took my stew to class.
And though the smell was so grotesque,
I set it on my teacher’s desk.
My teacher said, "You’re quite a chef.
But still you’re going to get an F.
I didn’t ask for ‘homework stew,’
I said, ‘Tomorrow, homework’s due.’"

Ha... came across this poem and it exactly describes my feelings now.
COOKING MY HOMEWORK IN A POT AND BURN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Animes that I love...

2008-08-31T00:43:00.000-07:00

One Piece

D.Gray Man

Neo Angelique

Bleach

Naruto

Gundam Seed

This are some of the animes that I like to watch. They are great!

AGI...(Annual General Inspection)

2008-08-30T05:23:00.000-07:00

*Yawn...* Today had AGI which is Annual General Inspection. It is one of the biggest event in St John. It is a day where the whole of st john comes together and every school sends in their members to march. It is a very grand event man!
Yah, and so I woke up at 8.30, watched television to 9.00, ate my lunch and went out at 11+ to catch the 107 bus. Then we took a bus to headquarters which a bus will be provided to bring us to Dunman High School.(FYI, the school is shockingly big...) Then had a few rehersals, where the rain was included. Every time we reherse, it will suddenly rain and we had to go under shelter. After that, the rain will stop and we would have to go out again. And again during rehersals, it will rain again. Gosh, the rain is like playing with us lah! During the rehersal, we had about 4 casualties.

In the evening, was the actual inspection. We had to stand for about 45 minutes to an hour. This time, the whole parade was like be attacked by hidden snipers. Every few minutes, we could see people either squating down or fainted... One girl had to fall out, which was my squadmate and two guys actually fell to the ground right in front of my face! zzz... Scary man!

Ohya, and yesterday's performance by BENJAMIN, TIAN YU, CHARMAINE and SYLVIA really rocks man. It was a good job and you did class 2 Humility 2008 proud!

Yup.. that is all for now. See ya!

If you had a wish...

2008-08-29T07:29:00.000-07:00

Have anybody wondered what would you wish for if you had a chance to dream?

I have been thinking for a long time,
what would I wish for if I was granted a wish.
What would you wish for?

I wish for love, that the person I like will like me too.
This is not what true love is huh?
It is cheating.

Forget it then.

I wish that I have alot of money.
Free money does not give you a sense of satisfaction,
neither does it make you truly happy.
It is just another burden to your pile of worries.

Think I change my mind.

I wish to be a genius!
Being a genius is good,
it makes you very clever and admired.
But is also makes you the target for jealous people.
Be smart is not everything in life.
Being smart only does not fill up your life!

Oh I see. I do not want to be a genius already.

I wish to be happy always.
Be happy always makes your life colourful,
but it also makes you insensitive to other people's feelings.
Everything to you is funny,
but it only makes you look like you are enjoying at other people's expand.

So bad, I do not want to make this wish already.

Then I will wish that I can be true to myself.
Being true makes me treasure life more.
To be true to the person I like,
Then I will not feel any regret.
To be true to myself by working to live,
I can feel a sense of satisfactory in me.
By studying and working hard,
I will be smart and by being true to myself,
I will feel happy too.
To be happy,
I must be true to myself,
to always treasure my life,
to always treasure my love ones,
to always treasure the trust in myself.

I wish I can be true to you
I just do not have the courage.
Sorry

Cross-Country...

2008-08-28T22:01:00.000-07:00

Today was the cross-country cum teacher's day celebration. Though I did not run in the race, I know what it feels like to perserver to the end. I was on St John duty, and our post had two casulties. One with a bloody knee, and another who fell down but decided to continue. Further on, a guy fainted all of a sudden and had to be sent to the hospital immediately. Luckily, our senior NCOs were there to help! Feeling very tired now, so I shall not post alot today...

Why...

2008-08-28T03:42:00.000-07:00

What MUST I do before you will tell me the truth?

What CAN I do before I can get an answer?

It takes a day to like,
a year to forget.
It takes a year to build up my character,
a day to test how weak it is.
It takes a year to nature a friendship,
a day to destroy it.
It takes just one drop of fire,
to set a bottle of kerosene on fire.
It takes a year to grow a plant,
a day to chop it down.
It take one year to train for that performance,
a hour to disply it out.
It takes just a turn in life,
to turn from good to bad.
It takes only one friend,
to destroy the future you have dream of.
It takes a week of courage,
a minute to confess.
It takes a year,
to say 'I Love You'
and lastly,
It takes a day to turn it back to 'Let's go our seperate ways'

It takes a long time to think,
a longer time to forget.
An even longer time to say 'Congratulations on finding a partner in life'.

What true friends are......

2008-08-27T03:53:00.001-07:00

True friends are hard to come by,
so treasure one if you are lucky to encounter it.
It may not be friend at first sight,
as sometimes true friends only appear after years of a normal friendship.
Sometimes true friends are not found,
neither can they just appear from thin air.
Sometimes a true friendship only comes when it is natured and treasured.
Similarly, a true friendship can turn into a hatred for each other if it lacks love and care.

A true friend does what he thinks is the best for you,
you may not know,
but pause for a moment and think when you had an argument or a qurrel with your friend,
have you ever thought that what he or she does is because of you?
Have you ever had the impression that what he or she does is because of your friendship with him or her?
Rather, have you ever thought that this friend is sacrificing this friendship for your sake?
It takes courage to put a friendship at stake for someone,
and it also takes courage to forgive someone whom have done something wrong to you.
It is actually easier to have a friendship full of laughter and smiles,
but deep down inside,
you knew that this friendship will not last.
However, this friendship always leaves you hollow and empty after all your laughters and fun.
It does not have any meaning to it.
On the other hand, a friendship full of troubles and problems
is one that will become a true friendship.
It has a risk in this type of friendship,
as the problems and troubles are sometimes too hard to solve.
A true friendship only comes when it has gone through many obstscles and problems,
but has managed to reach the finishing line.
This, is when a true friendship is born.

Choose your friends wisely,
never go close them because they are rich or famous,
but because you want to be his or her friend.
A friendship to gain will never last when there is nothing to gain anymore.
but a friendship of truth and love will last, even if it means not gaining, but sacrificing...

I have true friends in my life and they are always there for me, even though I go over board sometimes:)

Sense of satisfaction

2008-08-26T02:59:00.000-07:00

zZz... Today went to paint again as usual, and my picture is getting nicer and nicer day by day. It is really starting to take the form of nature, or should I say twisted nature? Many people asked me why is a leaf coloured white, or why the maple leaf is connected half way to the lotus. Very simple, because the theme of my design is twisted nature. Interesting huh? Yup... kept on slacking then draw a bit, then when back to slacking. HaHa... Pearlyn was the only hardworking one. SL must set good example mah!

Today, three items 'dropped' from the sky, actually been thrown by inconsiderate people. A packet of sauce missed Yi Feng's head by an inch. Dammit! The person should throw an inch further.*HA...Ha...* Yah then a bamboo stick dropped down too, with a clothe on it. Gave us a shock. So when it was about 5, we packed up and went home.

All I think is you

your radiant smile and laughter

filling up my mind.

A haiku

crushing hopes...

2008-08-25T02:46:00.000-07:00

I guess we are really not meant for each other,
you don't feel the way towards me and I cannot force you too.
It probably will be better if we let nature take its course.
Forcing will only result in more pain and sufferings.
Let us be friends forever and we will each walk our seperate paths.
It will probably be better this ways.
You have your freedom and I will be freed.
If it is only friends we can be, then let it stay that way.
I am grateful for this friendship god has sent me and I will cherish it whole-heartedly.
I promise that no matter what, I will treasure my friends till the end.
I am sorry if I have brought you any trouble, and my help is always available if you ever need them.
Perhaps this way I can be friends with you freely,
Perhaps this way I can go on as I used to be.
And perhaps this way you can go on with your life too.
Treat me as your friend, and I thank you for not treating me as a pest.
If fate allows, perhaps we will meet again after graduation
and I will fall for you again......
I will always remember 2 humility and especially those who changed me,
those we helped me and those who made me understand what is it to care for someone...

I will always wait for you,
wait till I see someone by your side.

A normal day...

2008-08-24T04:05:00.000-07:00

Today was really quite a normal day. Had tuition and mass and stuff normal human beings has. I sort of love and hate the rainy seasons. Love it because my house is always cooling and I can even sleep without the fan on.(saving electricity!) Sleeping cozily in my bed and under my blanket, it is really comfortable! Hate rainy seasons as we have to march in the rain during St John activities. Urgg... I hate it the most when the floor is like so wet and slippery, anybody can easily slip and fall like that! Honestly, why must our annual inspection be at the back of the year. The field is all so muddy and wet and a bang will send mud flying everywhere. Luckily the boys wear long pants... Yup... Later going to study for literature test. Hope I can have some improvements. My literature marks are quite bad:p

Here's a haiku:

Howling of the wind,

sadness turning into pain

rain turing to tears.

Raining all day......

2008-08-23T04:55:00.000-07:00

Sound of the tunder clapping, the pitter patter of the rain. This few days have been raining quite alot.
Hope that everybody will keep themselves warm and try not to fall sick:)

Today was out almost the whole day, a day filled with St John and buses. Morning went to school for St John activity and was released early because we had AGI(Aunnual General Inspection) rehersal. Rushed back home to eat lunch before running to the bus interchange to catch the 107 bus. Luckily made it in time to reach St John headquarters and manage to change into my uniform before taking the bus again to Duman secondary school. Whole day was raining, so we had no choice but to march in the rain. Sad... After that took a bus home again which was about 2 hours ride and finally reached home safe and sound, though wet...
Yah gonna sleep later, feeling very sleepy and hungry, cause I have not ate dinner and it is about 8+ le. Had a very fun day and I am ready for a very fun sleep...
Byebye for now:)
Gonna play audition later if I'm not that tired. Ha...ha...

Fall for you-SecondHand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before

I know you don't think that I am trying

I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended

I always swore to you

I'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may have failed

But I have loved you from the start

Ohhhh

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another dayI swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

It's impossible

So breathe in so deep

Breathe me in

I'm yours to keep

And hold onto your words

'Cause talk is cheap

And remember me tonight

When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find.

Seriously odd...

2008-08-22T02:06:00.000-07:00

Seriously odd is it? Why is life always so odd. I wish I know every answer to every questions in life. Odd that we do not posses that gift...

Today was ok in school. Had fun, a bit of qurrel with Yi Feng(we always qurrel though)and it was during science lesson when Ms Lim told as a lame joke.
"What do you call wolves that are already dead?"
"A were-wolve, because it was once a wolf, so use past tense."zZz...Very funny huh?

So after St John briefing went to help out with the painting, though I was like slacking all the way. My picture is getting nicer and nicer each day.*Ha...ha...*Yah, so painted till bout' 4+ before going home. I was a bit disappointed as the grass patch was wet, so I could not roll down. But, whatever...There is still tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow!

Innocence is a blessing in diguise

Can you understand what it feels like

Able to see you

Not able to talk to you

Not able to befriend you

Opening a gap between us

Trying to forget you

Forsakening everything

Other than you

Remebering every word

Gasping on every false hope

Easy to say, but hard to do.

Totally different when you are in it.

You are the one

Only one to make me think of you

Using the time I have for you

Caring you are

Helpful you are

Anything you do

Rather always so cute

Many words to say to you

Anywhere you need me

I will always be there

Never leaving you

Even under any circumstances

Never before had I felt this way...

2008-08-21T03:29:00.000-07:00

Gosh...Today was a seriously tring day. I do not know why, but I kept on wanting to sleep. As usual, I want to paint the walls again after school with Charmaine Teo, Alicia, Mei Yi, Hitomi, Hui Wen, Audrey,Celine,Wan Zhen, Li Jun, Wei yang, Teck Chuan and Benjamin.*Mathematics remedial was cancelled toady.Yah...*After a while, Veron, Darius, Cong Hao and Xing Bo came. Anyways, my wall is almost 3/4 painted. Quite fast huh... Yah, had a very happy time painting with music and some funny games like 'Hill Rolling'(OMG! Darius is also rolling down too!).
Halfway I felt very hungry as I did not eat lunch.(Actually I have bought a plate of rice but I had no appetite and thus only ate two mouth before returning the plate to the stall vender) Wanted to go buy some food, but decided not too waste time, so my stomach was growling all the way.Ha...Ha...About 5+, Ms Goh decided to turn up to check on the paintings. And Darius was like chasing Hui Wen and Alicia around because they went to 'paint' Xing Bo's leg, as Xing Bo went to 'paint' Wei Yang's leg.*Quite complicating if you know what I mean* Has... Today I felt exceptionally happy because of my painting. I feel so proud of my design, thanks to the help of my friends! I do not know what will happen without their support and help:)

Yup...here and there......

2008-08-20T03:32:00.000-07:00

Yup...Here and there...... Yah! CA marks were not that bad, except for my chinese which I got a 'D' and my Liturature, Art and and another subject I had forgotten which I got a 'B'. The rest was an 'A'! Today I had to skip CCA again for the mural painting project as all the other leaders were stuck with their own CCA.(My CCA was a last minute information by the way:0). So I went to paint the walls with Charmaine Chua, Hui Min, Wei Yang, Benjamin, Teck Chuan and Mei Yi. Charmaine Teo did not come though.*Aww...man...* We started painting the walls and Mei Yi was like complimenting her own art.Ha...Ha....ss... Well, to be honest, the sunflower she painted was quite nice, and it would be nicer if Benjamin had not painted it wrongly.(He painted outside the circle!) On and on we painted and I felt bored, so I went with Zhan Yi(He came after we started painting for a while) to 'Sweet Talk'(It is a bubble tea stall if you had not heard of it) to buy some drinks for the group. After that I went 'Hill Rolling'(It was not a hill actually, just a steep grass patch!) which was actually quite fun as you keep on turning and turning and I simply became addicted to it and rolled down a few times. He...he... So it was about 5.30 when all the girls started going home and I wanted to walk back with Wei Yang, Benjamin, Zhan Yi and Teck Chuan together with all the tools but I suddenly had a stomach ache and thus went home first, when I met my parents on the way and we walk back together...

Now I really realised that I do not know you at all.
You are totally different from other girls I know
I tried to build a bridge between us,
though we come from two different worlds.
But somehow, my bridge was not long enough to reach your heart,
and it crumbled when your gate was closed.
Though I cannot step into that castle of yours,
I will always stay outside your royal gates,
always there to help you when in need,
till your prince charming rides to your front gate and knocks on it.

Pain, Sadness and Laughter

2008-08-19T04:18:00.000-07:00

'cause a girl like you is impossible to find, impossible to find...........' *ha...ha...* I'm addicted to this song "Fall For You" by Secondhand Serenade. You should go listen to it, if you have not listened!

Today was a day full of pain, sadness, laughter and joy! It really makes me sad for some reason, I really do not understand my feelings. Seeing her so lethargic and tired makes me very sad. She must be feeling depressed in her heart too. *Please do not guess cause it causes misunderstanding which will make two parties sad*

On the other hand, congratulations to Wei Yang for being awarded "Student of the month". Yah......! Finally one from our class. VOSM must be cheering and feeling happy for OWY too!

*If it hurts you, please do not read this paragraph* Today because of wearing the art mask that our art teacher give us, I was gang-beaten up by Wei Long, Kah Kee, Darius. They even made a 'cage' for me using chairs. Ya... feeling very painful, but it was a 'friendly' fight, so I really do not mind! After that went back to seat with Yi Feng and we also started a friendly fight. Yi Feng must really go home and trim his nails. We were caught up in a sort of arm lock and his finger nails was almost like sinking into my upper arm.*OUCH...* Till now, the shape of his nails is still embedded in my skin, causing the surroundings to be swollen and red!

So after school, I went to draw the walls again. Woo...hoo... I finally finished the drawings and the Wednesday group is going to start painting, which is actually tomorrow.*He...He*

Yup, that is all for now. I treasure all my friends very much, and really appreciate what they have done for me! Thanks...!

Feeling so bad...

2008-08-18T02:17:00.000-07:00

*Yawn*... Today after school, Yi Feng and I went to block 462 together with Eunice to do the murals painting. Xing Bo and Chern Wei were already there when we reached and Hitomi was like touching up her finished drawings. She drew the pictures damn fast and nice man, I swear. So me and Yi Feng went to help out a bit before starting on my drawings.

Haiz... Didn't know why but I drew terribly today. But because of the help from Yi Feng, Teck Chuan, Kah Kee, Wei Long, Darius(he did help a LITTLE...), Hitomi, Eunice and Jian Meng, my drawings became acceptable. Really appreciate their help!

However, while we were drawing, two policemen and one police lady came as they thought we were vandalising.(How could we vandalise when we were drawing so nicely huh?). Yah...we got a shock but after talking to our teacher, they went off.

So on and on... we drew, and then I went home with Yi Feng and Teck Chuan.

P.S. Today OWY turn back to look at VOSM for 11 times. *Ha...Ha...*

Singapore won in the table tennis section. Archeived sliver, but it is better than nothing!

Bejing Olympics Table Tennis

2008-08-17T05:01:00.000-07:00

S-I-N-G-A-P-O-R-E GO GO GO!
加油，加油 Come on Singapore!
Yes! If we win this table tennis finals tonight, Singapore will get their first GOLD MEDAL.
WHOA.....
So jia you!
Now seeing the finals, hope we will win!

In the examination room where nothing can be expected.

2008-08-16T04:02:00.000-07:00

DWUW... Do what you want! Whoo... finally the examinations are over! Seeing how much questions I know and how much questions I do not know, I would probably pass.*PROBABLY*

After our exams, when with Keng Chin, James and Jryl to eat at a restaurant. James and I ate noodles whereas Keng Chin ate chicken porriage and Jryl ate chicken rice. It was a very delicious meal and soon this reataurant became my choice of food whenever I go to St John Headquarters.

After that when home with Jryl and we were taking turns to play the PSP(Play Station Portable) in the bus. It was a long ride... After that, we went our seperate ways and I walked home. Actually wanted to go and buy paints for the mural painting but then it started to rain cats and dogs and thus I decided to stay at home to start on my art.(or else Yi Feng will star nagging at me again...)

Well, yah.. that's all for now, c'ya...

Couples

2008-08-15T07:17:00.000-07:00

This class is getting weirder and weirder. Everywhere you turn, you see couples together, even though some still does not admit it. Well, recently was CTSM and TCW, hope they will be happy. But what's more important is the new and upcoming OWY and VOSM.Today OWY kept turning his head around to look at 'somebody' for 23 times. He was like asking us some questions or borrowing paper, but his real motive was to look at someone. (awww... how romantic...)

Yup, that is all for couples and their lovey dovey stuff.

*sob...sob* I am having my BNCO(Basic NCO) test tomorrow and I have not even study the first chapter. OMG! And what am I doing here, I should be studying man...Please pray for me everyone and anyone that I will pass this test. I will gladly appreciate that Thank you.

If only...

2008-08-14T02:41:00.000-07:00

Inspiring me always,
Forever I write.

One word,
Nevertheless I will be there
Let you lean against me when
You are down and sad.

If only...

Happy you may always be,
And sad I may feel
Days are over, my life is over too...

Knowing you are not there,
Never feeling you again
Opposite me you are
Without you I feel so far
Nor with you around will I feel close.

Yes is my answer to all your doubts
Of course is my reply to all you questions
United with the "y", "o", and it will be always you.

Especially special to me
Astonishingly sweet you are
Really you are the one,
Letting me feel like this.
I promise that
Everlasting happiness I shall give,
Realistic love I shall provide...

P.S Just practising my poem writing, so please don't care about the rubbish I wrote.

Anouncement...

2008-08-14T02:02:00.000-07:00

Today, we were seating in the parade square, after the flag raising when two teachers went up to announce the chosen NE pledge composed by our students. I did not even give it a bit of attention as I was still quite sleepy and was yawning throughout the speech of the names that were called out. It was really sudden and out of the blue, one of the teacher said, "from 2 Humility, Xavier..." I was very suprised and immediately went,"crap!" *Sigh* What can I do went my name is already called out? So I made my way to the front, which was quite embarrasing... It was an eventful experience...

THIS IS MY NE PLEDGE

Cheer Up Poem...

2008-08-13T02:53:00.000-07:00

This is a poem only for OWY ! *Strictly no peeking!*

Dreams is a personal place,
Only opened for yourself.

Not everyone can realise,
Our only peace is in our hearts.

Battering through our feelings,
Emotionally we must stand strong.

Sadly we too have our limits,
Angry too we will feel sometimes,
despising our actions driven by our feelings.

Instanly, our anger is gone,
feelings appear when she is so near yet so far.

I never would have thought,
That I would be in this state.

Dozing everywhere I go,
Opening the gates of my fantasies,
Endangering the peace of my heart,
Suppressing the feelings that once get in my way.

No matter how often I think,
Opening every gateway of knowledge I know,
That I had felt like this before...

Trespassing in to the forbidden depths of my heart,
Unturning every feelings I've known,
Returing empty-handed, something I have known from the start.
Never realising that the answers could only be found in my soul.

Operating even my brains,
Using every tools you had,
Though it does not even make a difference.

Taunting and scolding,
Having only my heart to lead me,
Especially in the dark and everlasting sufferings.

Withering like the autumn leaves
Always never ending.
You will only see the truth if you experience the lies.

You and yourself only in the world,
Other than you, nobody is there.
Use your powers to make it a happy place, not a sad place.

Walk with someone in life,
Always wait for that someone then.
Never rush for it foolishly
Take you time to think
Espcially if it hurts you
Do go for it only if you are very sure........

Cheers!OWY...

Flowing like the wind, a failure is unavoidable

2008-08-13T01:57:00.000-07:00

Today we had our mathematics test at about 12.45 p.m. Everybody was busy remembering the formulas and solutions, and I too was no exception. But after attempting the paper, I decided that failure was unavoidable. I realised that remembering the fomulas was not enough. What I lacked was practice.

To try and try and yet come up short,
to keep my head low when I get my report.
Amidst thoughs of stength to find myself only weak,
brings a pain which my heart cannot speak.

Failure exist in this world, but it never had been my plan in life to get.
I tried to do everything good, but sometimes it turns out to be bad.
My standard, hopes are perfection,
are sometimes ended with rebuke, regret and rejection.

Failure is never avoidable in life...

Ha..ha..ha... Failure is indeed unavoidable, but we should always laugh and stay happy.
Ha......ha......ha......ha......ha......ha......

Really Tired, Always Tired

2008-08-12T02:54:00.000-07:00

zZz......haiz, feeling so tired, always so tired.
I'm tired of work, tired of studies, tired of everything.
Just want to sleep on...Snore...snore
Just want to dream on.

But that's life,
where worries are seen everywhere,
where tears are always dropped.
where one thinks he have had enough!

However, sleeping and dreaming only does not solve your problems,
it does not make your worries vanish,
nor dry up your tears.
It only prolongs the problem,
deepening the hurt and pain...

Yawn... just came back from my St John training and i'm totally exhausted.
Think I'll just stop here. See ya!

Introduction

2008-08-10T22:46:00.000-07:00

Born from the deepest of one's heart
grown from the dark side of one's self.
Taking power from the evil side,
here comes the 'BLOOD-LOTUS'.

Always bleeding, never healing.
Never stops blooming, with the watering of blood.
Emits from the deepest depth,
bleeds when it turns full moon.

Blood-lotus records the time when man starts to fall,
till the time the world starts to fall.
Ever-silent, watching the events go past,
Ever-still, hearing the time ticks past.
This, is the job of the 'BLOOD-LOTUS'.......

Just a fanciful introduction of my blog!
Scary huh.........

Official Notice

2008-08-10T22:42:00.001-07:00

Hi this blog is officially opened on 10-aug-2008. The life of a young boy will be recorded inside this blog. He's feelings, reflections, incidents and past times will be type out in this particular blog.It is open to any comments you have, and is ready for any improvements you think is necassary. Goodbye for now=)